are you sometime feel if this life unfair to ur life ??
are you sometime feel if this life fucking boring ??
are you sometime feel if this life really suck ??
are you sometime feel if this life really make you wanna died ??
are you sometime feel if this life just waste your time ??
are you sometime feel if this life not make you happy ??
are you sometime feel if you find money for other not to your self ??
and many more....
YES!! Sometimes I feels like that. My life unfair. Fucking boring. Suck. Make me wanna died. Waste my time. Unhappy. Working until overtime to save money but I can't use it to my self. Do you feels like that too before ?? If yes let's we are think again about it.
First let me share about my life when I get if this life unfair until I know if what I feels are wrong '-'
I start working on 2010. I was be administration. Move company to company just for find good salaries until I working at PT.xxx (my work now). Now I got nice position maybe very nice position cos I handle all work of finance. I start working here on 27 December'10 until now. Up and down my work sometimes make me wanna resign but parent, sister, n my love always give me support to not give up. Any conditions will have many problems. Life never be perfect or follow what we are wants. I was working sooo hard until sick just for got more money only for my parent n my future. Already 3 years I'm working here and maybe now people can say if I'm already success. If i can say, YES I'm already success to make my parent happy n can give them what they are wants. My parent years to years be older then me. I don't know how to make them happy. Sometime I just can make them angry with me with what I do. Now 2014 I save money to give my parent holiday. I give them tickets for going to China, vietnam, thailand, malaysia, n singapore. They are always going holiday on 2014 until change years to 2015 and this years i feel if my life unfair for first time. I was post some quote on my Instagram if I don't like with my life and my love give me support to never think like that. If all of you ask me why I can feels like that, I will lets all of you knws WHY!!. If say i have money? Yes I have. House? Yes. Car? Yes. Good Job? Yes. Good salaies? Yes. But all that never make me be arrogant person because I hate be arrogant. What I have only for helping people around me if they are need my help and for my family. Until now, I never think about my self n how my future. Never think for married too. Cos I just wanna safe my family n help them. But they are never think about my happiness. I'm working until overtime, follow them to holiday, driving, pay anything they are wants, n etc but they are not give me times for lets me be my self or going out with my friends 2-3 days. Only give me 10 hours but soo hard to give it to me. I'm sleepy, tired, and need holiday. I need my times. My times not only for them. am I wrong ?? maybe for them YES WRONG!!. What I have like not mine but theirs. I share and tolds all that with my baby. Only my baby can understand and my baby give me some words and make me feels calm. And now I just follow what I want without permitions. This is my life not their life. Maybe can unfair but not reason make me to give up. I must always move on n follow what I wants as long I still follow good rules.
So, for all of you who already read this blogs. I want all of you even this life really hards for you so try to never thinks if this life unfair. We are enter so we are will out. Life never be perfect but we are just can trying to make this life be good. Go ahead n keep follow good rules. Not reason to make us give up. Keep Move On!!!
The End :)
Thanks For My Baby :)*
Today, 23 Nov'15
